Broken Heart, Burning Stomach

What is wrong with humanity? Parents killing kids. Nannies killing kids. Kids killing kids. It's everywhere I look on the news. I can't escape it. Every story I hear or read about children, babies dying tears at every part of me. It scares me, especially because I rely on daycare for my children. My husband wanted me to find a friend to watch them, but without accountability, we lose our way sometimes, so I cannot trust them to one person. My heart breaks for those who have lost their children. I can feel the bile in my stomach boiling every time I hear of another child lost. There's something wrong. It should not be increasing.